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eBook details
- Title: Imagined Partner: Or Not
- Author : Geoff Schultz
- Release Date : January 19, 2021
- Genre: Romance,Books,
- Pages : * pages
- Size : 165 KB
Description
Imagined Partner â Or Not contains short stories of women who enjoy an intimate experience - with or without a partner who isnât physically there. These women could be young or old, poor or middle class, pretty or plain, a coworker, a relative, or a stranger in a car. Their experience may be sparked by a memory, their imagination, or . . . is it something else? Could any of these be your story?
A peek inside:
. . . she takes a break to slowly drink some more while she eats a snack and tries to cool down some outside in the shade. She happens to see her reflection in a tinted window and chuckles at the absurdity that some guy could think she is sexually attractive with her dirt and sweat streaked hair and face and with her pants and shirt almost dripping with sweat. Sheâs surprised her mind actually considers that and her thoughts go off onto a tangent of wondering what kind of guy might not mind seeing her look like she does. She tells herself, âYeah, right, like that will ever happen.â
Sheâs even more surprised when her mind suggests, âYouâre right, what do you need a guy for?â
As she turns back to her reflection, she tells herself, âWell, itâs kind of hard to have sex without a guy and donât tell me I can look for a woman because they may express some pity towards me, but none of the women Iâve met have much interest in getting to know me as a person.â
Her mind tells her, âWhy bother with either? Youâve given yourself pleasure before, but how long has it been?â
She sighs then answers, âToo long. But itâs not easy to get in the mood after a long day at a lousy job and then being reminded of how alone I am on the weekends.â
âI understand. Why donât you step back into the house where no one will bother you then you can start to think about how good it would feel to experience some pleasure.â
Even as she walks into the house, she asks herself, âWhile I look like this?â
âAre you going to let society dictate how you have to look in order to enjoy some pleasure? Yeah, there are some factors which seem to be hard wired into people to get them to more easily respond in a sexually interested manner. However, a lot more of what society proclaims as preliminaries to a sexual encounter such as getting dressed up and going out to be wined and dined and danced off your feet arenât requirements if you donât let them be. People have been having sexual encounters long before there were evening gowns, restaurants, and dance halls. I wonât claim all of those sexual encounters were pleasurable, but then youâve heard of enough situations where the sexual encounter wasnât all that pleasurable even after the âsocially approvedâ preliminaries have been accomplished.â
âThatâs true.â She pauses then says, âBut it would be nice to be treated special some time. Even to pretend as though I was somebodyâs precious princess.â
Her mind reminds her, âAnd what happens the day after when you have to return to reality? If you let someone elseâs actions towards you dictate how you feel, youâre letting them control you and I know you donât want that.â
âIsnât there some middle ground?â
âIâm sure there is, but until you can find another person who truly cares about you and wants to support and encourage you without controlling you and who you can trust enough to have a relationship with so you donât feel as though you have to control them, then you need to look inside of yourself to feel special.â
Now itâs her turn to remind her mind, âThatâs easier said than done.â
âIâm well aware of that, but you are special. Do you know anybody who is just like you?â
âNo.â
Her mind interrupts her before she can say more, âThen that makes you unique and if youâre unique, that means youâre special, even if nobody else can recognize it. A lot of now famous creative people died in obscurity and it was only years later before they were recognized by other people as being someone special.â